Slump

I run out of inspiration when I run out of pain. I am slipping again, I am not introspecting, I am falling into old patterns. This time I am standing outside myself and looking at myself falling in, yet I don't know how to stop myself. All it took is some calm and comfort and hope reared it's head yet again. Hope is what I need to let go of. Will I manage to find my way back to the truth or will I need to crash and burn again to land up in that dark place where I need to be. Watch this space to find out.